3-31-15

Another day, another procedure! Rick had a drain come out before he was discharged and since he's been home, it's been draining into a pouch. I keep track of how much each drain us discharging and log it and then I flush all the lines. There are 2 drains and a pouch on the right and 1 drain on the left. They took out 1 on the left today so that's a step in the right direction!! The next 24-48 hrs is critical to make sure he doesn't get septic. They considered keeping him but I convinced them that he was doing well at home and they could tell that I was able to take care of everything myself. His appetite is great and I'm trying to "fatten" him up since he's lost about 60lbs! It's kinda hard to do since his diet is so limited because of the diabetes and the stent from his stomach to pancreas. I know once all the "bad stuff" finally drains and they can remove the drains, he will feel so much better, and so will I. Today since he was able to come home and didn't have to stay was actually the 1st day  I felt like things were starting to slowly get better. Like we had somehow turned a corner. I just wish he didn't look so frail. I wish I could make him well every day. I pray and hope and will him back to health but it's just taking so long. I'm hoping the new house will also help keep his spirits up. I know it's hard on him not being able to do anything to help with the move but it also shows him how many people do truly care to take time from their busy schedules to help us out. We are beyond grateful and I cannot express how much we appreciate everyone that is going to help!! Thank you!!!